i be out here livin my life son! new car, new loft, new city, new husband, new vibrations, new ideas !!! 

im learning the more i slow down, take it easy and stop being so hard on myself life gets better, easier and fun as hell.

as a gemini my thoughts tend to get me into trouble...im talking about overthinking. you know like when you're super excited about doing _________ and then you think about it more and more and more all the way to being completely over it, bored or stressed before it begins. listen, ain't nobody got time for that! if there is something i really want I'm learning to acknowledge the thought and then LEAVE IT ALONE. I used to push, pull, not sleep until i was a little bit closer to getting it. It was like being in a boxing match against myself and seriously fighting for my reality. that process really sucks and even though i wanted it, i was not happy when i got it (can you truly beat yourself?). oh wise one, it is about the journey not the destination. now after acknowledgement of the i go lay down for do something totally unrelated that makes me happy like sleep, or watching movie, or playing with my nephews. sounds airy fairy but it works and i'm living it so i implore you to take some time to sloooow down and be more happy. 

Oh yea, about the new car...I got a new mini cooper (this is my 3rd) and yo it is the best mini ever. i come from a family of 6 so 2-door cars were never a thing. today me and Yannick going to break it in and drive to upstate NY to visit his grandpa. We're expecting tons of fun!